I feel nauseous and that’s probably why I can’t sleep. So I guess that makes this late night story time hahaha
The first time I really knew I liked a guy I thought I had food poisoning.
You see, I had liked him on and off about a year and a half before I finally met up and had a casual friend dinner sort of thing with him. It was nothing big, and I thought I had completely gotten over him.
I was really excited to eat dinner with him cause I hadn’t had a chance to eat much that day, and we were getting Thai food.
So we get to the restaurant and everything is going fine. When the food comes out I’m super stoked and start eating. But then I notice after eating maybe a third of my plate that I’m not that hungry—I lost my appetite. In fact, my stomach felt all unsettled and weird, like when you’re about to take a test and you haven’t studied at all.
Then I noticed that my face felt really flushed, which was weird cause I’m always the first person to get cold.
But then I thought, “Whatever.” It was probably my stomach acting up again, and I was probably hot cause we were sitting under one of those lights or whatever.
That’s when I notice that my heart is pounding. I can feel it racing, and I’m short of breath.
I didn’t really think much of it because it didn’t seem clinically significant. So we finish dinner and I go home to study for finals again.
But as I’m sitting there, all I can do is replay our conversations over and over and over in my head. And my heart won’t quit it, and my stomach is in a frenzy. And my goodness I felt like I had the wind knocked out of me.
You probably would have thought I’m smart enough to figure it out by now, but no. It wasn’t until the third day when I realized that I, in fact, did not have food poisoning and that I was just a girl head over heels for a boy LOL.
The stories go on, but that’s all for tonight :)